after receiving my results, I have no one to thank but God. He saw me through the hard times, and I believe, He will always be by my side. I just wish that everyday, every minute, I will be reminded and consoled that I do not need to feel alone cos God is always there for me. My Christian frens are also there when I need them. I should not feel that I am alone or need material things and people around to feel safe. I always think how things could have turned out if u said yes, but u said no.
I miss hwa chong days when we would go to the reading room and study, have classes in a class room. No movies/going out with frens though. I think i was satisfied with my life. that meant going out with frens like once a year. at least now, that i am overseas, its like 10 times a year....can't wait to finish studying.....but don't know how things will turn out in a few years. We change all the time. But i still think abt the times long ago, b4 changes happened. But i shld stop dwelling abt the past, move on to the present cos thats where my life is. Let it go......
today's lect was hilarious. it was on psychiatry.....watched a video on an interview of a depressed patient.
Dr: what do u do for yourself
patient: I watch Dr Phil
Dr: what is this? (during a mini-mental state exam, points to his pen)
Patient: (rolls eyes) its your pen
Dr: what were u like when u were well?
patient: what do u mean?
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