too ex

dAMM. cant go busselton. plane fare too ex. too ex.

i have to stop looking for distractions and focus on studying. have to do concentrate on what is impt. do not make the same mistake twice.

So, today's run at mac at 4pm was a killer. hot days like these, i wish i was back in newcastle winter where I can where the same shirt for a whole week without washing. The whole run, i was in a trance/daze, sometimes, i did not know where i was. I felt i could faint any moment or even trip over something and not able to pick myself up again. But I knew my friends were running behind me. so if anything happened, they would run past me and help. Thankfully, nothing happened. But while running up the last hill twds the cafe, i saw myself again, as a sec 3 runner, fainting on that same hill. Then, i suffered from heat stroke and went to hospital. For me, it was my most recent experience of what it feels like to be dead. I thought i was dead.

I think i shall end my story here, cos too much details here is not good. anyway, have to slp. got school tmw!

pretty soon, i will be leaving here. will miss everyone that i am used to being around with for the past 2 months.