Saturday, August 30, 2008

on the future

its been so hard to think about it. and the things that are about to be said.
Up till now, i was trying to hold back. then while driving past the hospital, i cried twice. I just dont want to do anything anymore.

yet, i have to purposely fill my holiday time with going to hospital otherwise i will sit and think about too much. I can't change certain things.

why...............................

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