Wednesday, December 03, 2008

i hate emotions

hate songs that remind of the past. hate how i get so emotionally affected. listening to qing fei de yi....thought i was over it so long ago. but it just reminds me JC days and now memories flood back. cant play about 50 songs for the next few years.....cos they are just so powerful with my emotions.

i also cant go certain places......what is this?!! i wished that they would leave my memory. i want to forget it all.....................even the happy times.......

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I guess avoidance is only temporary. It is only when you eventually come to terms with the issues at hand, that you can listen and go bravely to the old familiar places. It's never easy. It takes time and effort and some luck as well. But I'm sure one day, you'll look back and think how silly it all was.